I feel so huge. I can practically feel my fat filling in the places where loose skin was 6 months ago. I really hate how I am feeling. I hate how I am eating. This is supposed to be joyous, and I feel miserable. Then, I go to the obesity help website and wander over to the pregnancy after weight loss board and what do I read? Woman who are trying to STOP losing weight. "I am 20 lbs under my goal!" blah blah blah. I know that that can be an issue for people, and it's a legitimate concern, but it just sucks to be gaining and read about people who are losing.
This sucks. I'm huge. I can't even get on the scale - I'm scared. I don't know what to do.
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