7 months in

Wow, I can't stand how tired I am right now. I haven't slept in days - just a whole lotta up and down, tossing and turning. This is the beginning of the end of sleep for me for at least the next year. Damn kids. lol
Starting back to the 9-5 world again this week. My stomach is turning just thinking about it. There is so much to get done around here, and of course (because when it rains, it pours) I have 2 new students starting as well. So, now, I will be working everyday from 8:30-6:30. Leaving a whopping 30 minutes to spend with Josh before his bedtime. I know we need the money - really badly, and that it's only for 6-8 weeks, but I am just feeling sick about it. I know, I know - suck it up. Most people do this their whole lives.
The eating situation is comical, really. Saturday A and I made such good choices all morning, and then gave in to dinner out and dessert after - and I'm not sure why Sunday was such a strange day, and was strange eating as well. Neither day was a triumph, but I am very worried about my blood sugar (I had a bad reading yesterday after breakfast) and I am being very careful... I actually just checked after "lunch" and it's 82. That's a good fasting range, never mind after food, but I am really trying hard to watch my carbs and definitely watch my sugar now. The next 10 weeks are going to be sugar-free, low carb (but, at least 100 grms of carbs) to keep the sugar where it should be. It's MY responsibility to keep this baby safe and sound.
no motivation, so tired, headache - wish I had some Click. I ordered some on Friday and should get the delivery today... need my Click-ety fix! Ok, getting up off my ass now and getting something accomplished...