Thursday morning. Josh and I are cuddling on the couch while he watches a little Disney Channel and I get myself acclimated for the day. I have things I have to get done, like correcting tests, maybe stopping by for blood work (although, that's not a priority). I promised Josh a little park time today before it's supposed to rain later. I want to get in a workout - maybe a little cardioke? Hmmm.... but that would have to happen while the little man sleeps. I'm starting to feel like correcting all these tests is not a priority, lol, even though I *should* give them back tomorrow! Oh, the end of the semester is making me super lazy in regards to school stuff!! Teaching one lesson later, but done after 4:00.

As soon as classes are over Josh and I are going to settle into potty training. I would love to get it done within a week. I think he's ready, but we'll have to see. Then, unfortunately, I have to do some temping before I have Sam.

Last night I was laying in bed and suddenly got very nervous about Sam coming this summer. I am going to have TWO kids. TWO. What if I can't handle them both? What if Sam is really fussy or colic-y? I am only going to have a few weeks to heal and get acclimated before going back to work. I won't be working full time, granted, but I'll be going back only 3 weeks after he's born. What if Josh has a really hard time? Will he think I am neglecting him? I have so many fears...