Tuesday, October 26, 2010

weigh in and more

I haven't posted in a few days, but wanted to update my weight and situation with my fingers. Well, I still don't have feeling in my left thumb and first finger, but I'm not concerned with it right now.
I weighed in on Sunday (TRYING to only weigh in once a week) at 235. I'm really happy about this. Back down to the weight I was at my very first doctors appointment with Sammy. My next goal is 219, which is the lowest I have been - then after that, anything with a 1 in front of it. I'm so close - I know I can do it. Gym 5 days a week and eating correctly. It's working. My body is changing and it continues to change my life.
On a personal note - my mima is in the hospital. The doctors think she has brain cancer. It's all extremely sudden and shocking. We will know more today. I don't understand why my family needs to endure all of this - it was just 6 months ago yesterday that my cousin Brian committed suicide. It's so much pain right now, no one knows where to go. I feel a little shut down about everything, and I think that's they way it needs to be for now. Life needs to happen - my kids need me to be their mama, not fall apart right now. I'm holding on with all I've got.

1 comment:

  1. Aw, honey, I'm sorry things are rough right now. Hope the fingers get better soon, and that your family is able to stay close and work through everything else... I know you will. I am so glad I got to work out with you, and looking forward to the next one!!

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