Wow, I am so behind!

I am seriously behind in my blogging, but with 3 jobs, a show (that is over now) and a family, who can blame me??
Well, it's October 5, and I have lost a total of 150 lbs. However, over the past few weeks, I have gained a few (8) Now, I know for a fact that some, but not all, of this is water weight ( I can feel it in my swollen fingers) but the fact is I have been eating poorly and I am beginning to pay for it.
I have been feeling down for a little bit and this past weekend was pretty bad. I didn't really want to get up out of bed, and I felt so tired and achy. But, with my hubby's help, I was able to get up and do that things I needed to do, like work. I have been feeling really overwhelmed with work, keeping up the house, Josh was having a hard time with daycare and it was all becoming very stressful. I finally took Josh out of daycare because dropping him off always resulted in tears for both of us.
Now, I don't know if my increased consumption of crap (read: sugar) is a reaction to feeling down, or if I am feeling down because of my consumption, but regardless, there is definitely a correlation. And that means there is a problem.
I am trying to stay away from sugar today, and though I have not been totally successful, it has been much better than previous weeks. I am not going to beat myself for not being "perfect". I have done well today and I plan on roping Anthony into exercising with me this evening. I know I will hate it when I am doing it, but I will feel really good about it when I am done. I am reminding myself that getting back on track must be progressive.
On a fun note, I've enrolled Josh in a gymnastics class and he also accompanies me to the music class I teach for toddlers, and he is loving it. He is also really getting into playing pretend and it is SO much fun!!!