Whew

Well, this is my 100th post on this blog and it seems only fitting that I waited until I was feeling better to post it. I have seen a doctor, and while I don't love being on medication, it is making my life so much better, I am going to suck it up. Things with the kids are better, and while still stressful at times, it doesn't seem so overwhelming. Things are moving in a different direction for me (anyone interested can check out my new blog "Life in Crisis...I mean, career-sis"
and I feel good about it. I have some nay-sayers in my life. Some who think it's unattainable, some who think I should be "realistic" but I care not what they say. I really feel I am being called in this new direction, so I am going to follow it and see where it leads. No "what-ifs" - that's what Anthony and I always tell each other. I thank God he is behind me and supporting me in all of my ups and downs lately, and in this new adventure.
As far as eating goes, it is also up and down. When I was at my lowest depressive point, I was only drinking shakes to stave off hunger. I wasn't eating at all. I just couldn't. Feeling better now, I have had a few slips and eaten some things that weren't exactly good for me (oh, Sugar cupcake!) but I feel that it's more important now than ever to establish a plan of action and stick to it. I need to find what works for me as a 2 year post op. Everything out there seems to be for newbies...so I am feeling a little lost. Need a plan. Gotta get on that. Will update soon.